First Interlude to Brotherhood of Charles
Interlude to Brotherhood of Charles I
Well... even copying and pasting it is hard not to notice the likenesses between what I wrote then and what happened to me several years before.
My brain is too "manic" to read much right now-- funny, never was back when I wrote this, or at any point beforehand in my entire life... like many another bipolar victim, I exhibited no signs of being bipolar (by peers' understanding-- the Gov and those it gives things too for one reason or another *always* see its point of view more often than they should)... until I had been on psych meds for *years.* Schizophrenia, I was told, was not the right diagnosis-- after years of having been told mental illness was a lifetime diagnosis, I was told "sometimes mental illness changes."
There is no end to their lies. I pray you read a little truth in these words I can no longer read, that I wrote so long ago.
Well... even copying and pasting it is hard not to notice the likenesses between what I wrote then and what happened to me several years before.
My brain is too "manic" to read much right now-- funny, never was back when I wrote this, or at any point beforehand in my entire life... like many another bipolar victim, I exhibited no signs of being bipolar (by peers' understanding-- the Gov and those it gives things too for one reason or another *always* see its point of view more often than they should)... until I had been on psych meds for *years.* Schizophrenia, I was told, was not the right diagnosis-- after years of having been told mental illness was a lifetime diagnosis, I was told "sometimes mental illness changes."
There is no end to their lies. I pray you read a little truth in these words I can no longer read, that I wrote so long ago.
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